Well, of course, I love my sister. But sometimes, it's so hard to just love her and not get angry at her, because she always teases me like the fact that I'm fat or I didn't get good grades on the test. And the most hard thing is that she gives me orders, saying 'do this Thresa, do that Thresa and I got tired of that and I'm very sick of it. But, still, she's my sister and she cares about me so I can't stop loving her. And also, some of friends does not approve of me and talks bad things about me, and it really hurts me when some of my classmates do such things. But, friends sometimes fights and it is not good to dislike a friend so I guess that some of my friends are the persons that I am willing to love in spite of the hardships they might give.

I think my target conciousness is something that sometimes gives me happiness but in other times it makes me feel pressure or stress. When I am trying hard but it is hard to accomplish the goal, I become stressful and can't release my pent-up frustrations. But when I finish the quantity or much more than what I have planned, I feel pleased, satisfied, and proud.